Uh. This is pretty intensely like… personal. Personal post here. So. If you don’t want to know my shit then you should not read this.My partner came over to see me for a little bit and I was feeling kind of gross and also pillow princess-y? Like I could have had sex earlier but wasn’t really feeling up to making any sort of effort so I kind of stayed home all melancholy and played video games.
Anyway, then he showed up and we talked a little bit and rolled around in bed.
Somehow all of my melancholy and royal pillow feelings turned into “I am gonna to bind your hands up in tie line, make you to get on your knees, shove your head down so you sniff my crotch, and then go down on you while forcing you to face directly ahead.” I mean. Amongst other things. Eventually I jerked him off while rubbing my underwear in his face. IT WAS PRETTY GOOD. I didn’t get a hard on (until like… around when he was about to come and it was very strange) and didn’t climax BUT it was pretty great still and I did a lot of it while LAYING DOWN.
There was definitely something satisfying about tied up naked partner doing what I told him. Which was excessively pleasant. Like. Very pleasant.
So yes. That was. Not something I really thought I could get into. So that’s cool. I am strangely pleased. I wish we had both somehow seen this coming so we could prepare better.